(One Two Three GO!) You can't be saved You've gone and dug your grave And its getting deeper by the minute Well you had to turn your back Ain't cutting you no slack Hooked on your lies you had me going Chorus: (So give me one) Good reason i should be forgivin' you when I don't care anyway (So give me two) good reasons i should be forgivin' you when I'm the victim today You threw it all away Still gettin high today You'll crash and burn before you know it Addicted to your lies Think I've been victimized Same day same night same situation Chorus GO! And I feel like I'm the victim x2 I feel like I have be criticized (yeah yeah) By every little thing you say Now I don't really care cause you're the one thats going down And now I've left you here for dead Chorus x2 (So give one) Good reason I should be forgivin' you (So give me two) Good reasons I should be forgivin' you And I feel like I'm the victim
this was my number one song when me and my ex broke up... i was so mad because he cheated on me! but its called victim by Eighteen Visions. and now my ex is tryin to get back wit me so he really needs to listen to this song. if you want to listin to this song go to my myspace and its on there!!!
Friday, December 5, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
We can't wait another moment Our time will come before we know it (before we know it) With your heart you got to open up this time I don't want to be alone tonight Am I gonna be tonightless again? All of the loneliness has got to end I know the years have been so bittersweet But you don't have to go, so please don't leave Our souls are lost without eachother We got to find some time to recover (to recover) If you hold me close, this heartache will subside I don't want to be alone tonight Am I gonna be tonightless again? All of the loneliness has got to end I know the years have been so bittersweet But you don't have to go, so please don't leave We'll be tonightless We'll be tonight We'll be tonightless We'll be tonight We'll be tonightless We'll be tonight (You know me well, you know me well) We'll be tonightless We'll be tonight (You know me well, you know me well) We'll be tonightless (We'll be tonightless, baby) We'll be tonight (You know me well, you know me well)
this song is really sad. i love it though. its by eighteen visions and its called tonightless. eventhough the band is not together any more, i still love their cd!
this song is really sad. i love it though. its by eighteen visions and its called tonightless. eventhough the band is not together any more, i still love their cd!
this freaky chick....
WHY! the king of lies is alive, look around, look inside ... INFIDEL. INFIDEL!!! IT BEGINS HERE IT ENDS NOW THE PRINCE MUST PAY HIS HEAD OR THE CROWN ROB THE POOR SLAUGHTER THE WEAK DISTORT THE LAW PERFECT DECEIT [CHORUS] DO I NEED A GAS MASK? [should i get inoculated?] WILL THIS WAR LAST? [will we be incinerated?] FALSE GODS, DEATH SQUADS .....BLIND! THIS IS A CATASTROPHE! - WEAPON SYSTEMS ACTIVATED PURITANS HAVE INVADED THIS IS A CATASTROPHE! TO PROTECT AGAINST THE THREAT .... ORDER MUST BE KEPT. ORDER MUST BE KEPT. ORDER MUST BE KEPT. [chorus] DO I NEED A GAS MASK? [should i get inoculated?] WILL THIS WAR LAST? [will we be incinerated?] FALSE GODS, DEATH SQUADS .....BLIND! THE ELEPHANTS MARCH TO WAR! CONCEDE! CONFORM!! CONCEDE! CONFORM!! DENY THE BIG LIE! MY TRIBE! ...join me... AN ALLIANCE OF DEFIANCE IN THE WARHEAD ALL ARE WELCOME HERE! GIVE ME YOUR TIRED, GIVE ME YOUR SICK, GIVE ME INDULGENCE & DECADENCE. GIVE ME YOUR TIRED, GIVE ME YOUR SICK, GIVE ME INDULGENCE & DECADENCE. HE LIED! THEY DIED! KEEP THE PEASANTS TERRIFIED! HE LIED! THEY DIED! KEEP THE PEASANTS TERRIFIED! THIS IS A CATASTROPHE! YOU MUST LEAD IF THEY GET ME!! ON MY COMMAND! BREAK FREEEEEEE. BREAK FREEEEEEE. BREAK FREEEEEEE. BREAK FREEEEEEE.
This song is by Otep, this lead singer of the band is a chick! if you ever listen to them you will freak out. this woman sounds like a man whenever she screams. its really scary but you cannot stop listening to them its like your under a spell.. sooner or later your screaming along with her eventhough you can't understand anything she is saying.
This song is by Otep, this lead singer of the band is a chick! if you ever listen to them you will freak out. this woman sounds like a man whenever she screams. its really scary but you cannot stop listening to them its like your under a spell.. sooner or later your screaming along with her eventhough you can't understand anything she is saying.
Seize the Day... yet another song
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time but I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life? I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real So, what if I never hold you (yeahhH), or kiss your lips again? (UwoOo) So, I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see I beg don't leave me Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day (x2) I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get back home I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get
back home
yes another avenged sevenfold song.. so what? the video to this song is about him and the rest of the band going to rob a convenience store but the lead singer (matt) is the only one that ends up getting caught. he has to leave his pregnant girlfriend while he goes to jail. during one of the visitation days, him and his (very pregnant) girlfriend has an argument. on her way home she gets sides swiped by a eighteen wheeler. the whole band goes to her funeral except for matt. while they are lowering the casket, a vision of the lead guitarist standing on the casket playing the prettiest solo any one has ever heard. at the end of the video matt finally gets out of jail and visits her grave, while he's there the band brings his son to finally meet his dad.....
back home
yes another avenged sevenfold song.. so what? the video to this song is about him and the rest of the band going to rob a convenience store but the lead singer (matt) is the only one that ends up getting caught. he has to leave his pregnant girlfriend while he goes to jail. during one of the visitation days, him and his (very pregnant) girlfriend has an argument. on her way home she gets sides swiped by a eighteen wheeler. the whole band goes to her funeral except for matt. while they are lowering the casket, a vision of the lead guitarist standing on the casket playing the prettiest solo any one has ever heard. at the end of the video matt finally gets out of jail and visits her grave, while he's there the band brings his son to finally meet his dad.....
MIA
Staring at the carnage, Praying that the sun will never rise Living another day in disguise These feelings cant be right, Lend me your courage to stand up and fight on tonight Ooooo.... Stand up and fight Now fighting rages on and on, To challenge me you must be strong I'll walk your land but don't be long, Two million soldiers can't be wrong It's no fun but I've been here before I'm far from home and im fighting your war (Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things) Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son (Change this from my consciousness And please erase my dreams) Fight for honor, fight for your life Pray to God that our side is right Although we won, I still may lose, Until I make it home to you I see your mother still in tears Grew up so fast where did those years go Memories won't let you cry Unless I don't return tonight So many soldiers on the other side, I take their lives so they can't take mine (Scared to make it out alive, now murder's all I know) Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here, I am a weapon so there's nothing to fear (Another day another life but nothing real to show for) Fight for honor, fight for your life Pray to God that our side is right Although we won I still may lose, until I make it home to you I see your mother still in tears Grew up so fast where did those years go Memories won't let you cry Unless I don't return tonight Staring at the carnage, Praying that the sun will never rise Living another day in disguise These feelings can't be right, Lend me your courage to stand up and fight Watching the death toll rise, Wondering how I'm alive Strangers blood on my hands, shout all I can There were no silent nights Watching your brothers all die To destroy all their plans with no thought of me (No thought of me) No thought of me Ohhhhh..... We'll walk the city lonely, Memories that are not passing by A murderer walks your streets tonight Forgive me for my crimes Don't forget that I was so young, but so scared In the name of God and country
This song is about a soldier and he's ready to go home and he's sick of what all he has done during the war. this is another one of Avenged Sevenfold's songs. all of their songs have a deeper, hidden message. you have to really listen to them and appreciate them to understand them. i mean they have some of the best guitars and drum solos, you have to appreciate that!
This song is about a soldier and he's ready to go home and he's sick of what all he has done during the war. this is another one of Avenged Sevenfold's songs. all of their songs have a deeper, hidden message. you have to really listen to them and appreciate them to understand them. i mean they have some of the best guitars and drum solos, you have to appreciate that!
a poem i wrote for my friend
Trying to Remember Your Face
Trying to remember your face,
your smile i cannot replace.
When you smiled that goofy smile,
we thought you would be here for a while.
That night i prayed that you'd be alright,
that night i hope you had the time of your life.
Travis died Friday May 5, 2005. I still think about him when i drive by his cross on the side of the road, or when i see kids riding dirt bikes or four wheelers down the road. That night was one of the worst nights of my life. I cried so much. we didn't even have school that Monday. also we didn't have school on the day of his funeral. that was the last funeral i went to and i don't care to go to any other ones. i still think about him whenever i see something John Deere and Dixie shirts.
Rest in Peace
Travis Ray O'Quin
Trying to remember your face,
your smile i cannot replace.
When you smiled that goofy smile,
we thought you would be here for a while.
That night i prayed that you'd be alright,
that night i hope you had the time of your life.
Travis died Friday May 5, 2005. I still think about him when i drive by his cross on the side of the road, or when i see kids riding dirt bikes or four wheelers down the road. That night was one of the worst nights of my life. I cried so much. we didn't even have school that Monday. also we didn't have school on the day of his funeral. that was the last funeral i went to and i don't care to go to any other ones. i still think about him whenever i see something John Deere and Dixie shirts.
Rest in Peace
Travis Ray O'Quin
one of my favorite songs
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. You're the one, and in you I confide.
[chorus] And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your loves always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. [Repeat chorus]
{Piano Solo} I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
This song is by avenged sevenfold and its called Warmness on the Soul. I love this song so much. Its mine and jason's song and its awesome. avenged sevenfold is a great band. they are so awesome they have great guitar solos and drum solos, plus the singer is really hot and can sing really good. i wish i could have went to their concert the other day. i can't help but love them so much lol.
[chorus] And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your loves always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. [Repeat chorus]
{Piano Solo} I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
This song is by avenged sevenfold and its called Warmness on the Soul. I love this song so much. Its mine and jason's song and its awesome. avenged sevenfold is a great band. they are so awesome they have great guitar solos and drum solos, plus the singer is really hot and can sing really good. i wish i could have went to their concert the other day. i can't help but love them so much lol.
my brain hurts!!!
this week has been a really hectic week.. i've had 3 finals so far and got 1 more this after noon... i am so tired and i can't really think straight.. it sucks so bad. i haven't even been to pt this week but one time. so i'll probably get into some trouble with that.. but i haven't been able to make it. monday i was sick, tuesday i did go, wednesday i stayed up all night studyin for my two finals, today i didn't go cause i was up late last night and didn't hear my alarm go off... i'm damn sure going to try to make it tomorrow tho. i really need to run, maybe that will make me feel a whole lot more better, relieve some of this stress i've had for about 2 weeks now. i've smoked i don't know how many packs of cigarrettes. it's been bad. i finally passed my record apft so i don't have to get any loans next semester so i was happy about that. it took me about 3 times to pass it but hey i did. i'm just happy that i am done with most of my classes. i just got to go to my rotc lab and forensics lab and basically i'll be done wit school. but i ain't leaving this dorm til i absolutely have to. i got 4 more of these blogs to do i think. but now i'm watching A Haunting and its really cool i love that show. it's so interesting and sometimes it scares me. something will jump out when i least expect it but anyways this one is long enough!!
well....
well the semester is just about over... and i can't wait for christmas! but i don't want to go home because i know i won't be able to see jason for over a month. my father is a gigantic ass hole and has been treating me like dirt since daddy found out about jason's situation. which that really pisses me off because my sister shouldn't have said anything about his situation to melanie. so now daddy doesn't want to meet him and doesn't want to let me see him at all. daddy said he can't do anything about it while i'm up here away from home, but i'm goin to be at home so i know he ain'tt going to let me do anything. so this month away from school is really going to suck so bad. i won't be able to do anything cause when i go somewhere he'll be callin me so much trying to see if i'm with jason. i can already tell daddy and i are going to get in a huge fight and i'll end up getting kicked which is fine. jason and me are planning on getting an apartment anyways. i would like them to try and stop me. my parents are the ones thats being stupid about the whole situation. if they met jason i bet they would love him, but no they are judging him before they even get to meet him and that really pisses me off!
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)
