well....

well the semester is just about over... and i can't wait for christmas! but i don't want to go home because i know i won't be able to see jason for over a month. my father is a gigantic ass hole and has been treating me like dirt since daddy found out about jason's situation. which that really pisses me off because my sister shouldn't have said anything about his situation to melanie. so now daddy doesn't want to meet him and doesn't want to let me see him at all. daddy said he can't do anything about it while i'm up here away from home, but i'm goin to be at home so i know he ain'tt going to let me do anything. so this month away from school is really going to suck so bad. i won't be able to do anything cause when i go somewhere he'll be callin me so much trying to see if i'm with jason. i can already tell daddy and i are going to get in a huge fight and i'll end up getting kicked which is fine. jason and me are planning on getting an apartment anyways. i would like them to try and stop me. my parents are the ones thats being stupid about the whole situation. if they met jason i bet they would love him, but no they are judging him before they even get to meet him and that really pisses me off!